Have I lost my mind?

So I went to Texas again this weekend to hang out with my friend. This was probably the best time that we had from all the times we've actually hung out. Reason being, it was all about real life.

But through the whole experience this weekend, I have a new found peace of mind. It's strange really, how one gets to this place. I learned a lot about what kind of person he is and really more of what kind of a person I am. It's a little nuts to be here. I guess I have been praying for this for awhile and I am excited to finally be here. I thought that if I cared about myself more than the person I am with, I was selfish. But I've come to realize that I can't truly care about someone if I don't know how to care about myself first. And that's what I got this weekend. Thanks to my friend in Texas.

Now...with that...I am wondering if that was the reason why God put him in my life at the time that he did. There's gotta be a reason. Still praying on that one. In the meantime, I am going to keep figuring this thing out and just have fun. After all, I'm only 30 for another month...yikes! Gotta live it up!