Story of my life

I was thinking about the things that I want for my life this morning and yesterday and the day before (and you get where I am going with this). I realized that whenever something bad happens or when something that I don't want to happen actually happens, I say out loud, "Story of my Life." Then, I wonder why that IS the story of my life. So today, I am deciding that the story of my life is that I get whatever I want, when God says that I can have it. Honestly, I can complain about a lot of things...I just choose not to. When people say, "I can't complain"...that's not necessarily true. They CAN complain, they are just choosing not to.

"Why so deep today?" you must be asking...I am at the very bottom right now. And what's crazy is that, I don't feel like I really have anything to complain about. I guess I feel more grateful that the bottom for me isn't so bad. It could be worse. The great thing is that I have an awesome (and hilarious) family, great friends and successful business partners and mentors.

So whenever I ask God for something, I USED to say that he said 3 things , "yes", "no", and "not yet". What's funny is if I look at my life, I've noticed that he actually mostly says "yes, but not yet". So here I am...waiting patiently on God. In the meantime, I will live my story...